Sometime passed since I last time wrote in my Blog… Reason is: I have been bit busy lately & I just did not found anything to write, I was just so confused, many things in my mind, and it was always a up and down!
The last Days there always just came this question in my mind: Should I let him go & How do I let him go?
There is that one Guy which I love more than anything, but the chances of beeing with him again are probably not Big..But no matter How hard I try to let him go I just can´t, I just feel in my heart, and soul it was not over… I was struggling to decide wether or not I should just let it be and give him space to realize we can work this out, or should I fight for him and make him see im ready to change… After spending so many thoughts about these the last Days, I realized that if you truly Love someone you can´t ever let them go, no matter what your mind tells you but what your Heart feels you can´t turn it off!!!
I know every thing I have done was wrong… If only I can turn back the time when we were together, I probably would have been more showy with my feelings..I want to spend the rest of my life with him,I want to prove that i will never make him cry anymore because I realized how hard it is to lose him. There’s nothing more I can do now, but to have faith in God. I have learned my lesson after our break up… I hope that he will realized that someday and I hope he will come back. He is the one for me. I just keep believing that * What is meant to be will find its Way*..
a broken heart hurts, but its the memories that kill…
With Love Ashadiyah….
Mostly of us imagine that love is fairy tales, beauty product promises & a Shiny sweet Romance…But what if things don’t stay sweet and Shiny forever (and they never do) we think something is terribly wrong. We feel bad, and we are broken..Honestly I’ve never met anyone whose life is unfolded like a fairy tale. Whose romance resolved all of their hardships. Who didn’t have to work HARD to master a challenge. I’ve never met anyone without a shadow. Nor anyone which latest cosmetics suddenly granted them with perfect, unshakable self-esteem. I’ve never met a couple whose relationship was suddenly and forever void of struggle because they exchanged little heart shaped candies that said BE MINE…Most people give up to easily on Love and take everything for grandet, when for real they should fight for their Love because in the End no one wants to be alone & Being ‘wanted’ is an incredible feeling, but Life moves in waves & tides…nothing can always stay beautiful like a fairy tale sometimes we need to fight in order to success even in Love!
Have you ever met anyone who knows exactly how to love you, what to say and when?
I’ve never seen that happen. With anyone. Ever. People need your guidance. They don’t just need you to say “do this & do that”. Show them how to love you by loving yourself!! Love is about embracing our wholeness. Our likes & dislikes, Love includes everything & everyone… Love is Pleasure & Pain, Birth & Death.Love isn’t about picking and choosing parts of ourselves to accept.Love is bigger than that. Way bigger. Love doesn’t discriminate, Love sees people, places & things just as they are. Love doesn’t take anything away…
Love is a feeling inside you, when you truly love someone you want to sacrifice everything just to bring a smile on him face, you cry when he gets annoyed and feel that the world around you is gonna crash, and you feel yourself the happiest person when he smiles and say I love you! Love is unconditional it’s when you’ll do anything for the person you are in Love with, it’s when you don’t go a day without thinking of them it’s a state of unselfishness, it’s when you feel complete and you’d never be happier with anyone else! When you love someone for once you can then never hate him, even if he goes away from you, you always wish him well and cherish those moments of tears and laughters you two shared together…Love is the best emotion god has given to us, even if it sometimes cause us Pain we should never give up on the Person we truly Love!
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, coworker, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.
Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affect your life, and success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become.
Even the bad experiences can be learned from.
In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open you heart and eyes to things.
Make every day count.
Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again.
Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen.
Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high.
Hold your head up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you.
You can make of your life anything you wish.
Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
Most importantly, if you LOVE someone tell him or her, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store.
And learn a lesson in life each day that you live…